Ten days is starting to feel like ten years. We will have our answer on Thursday. I keep thinking towards the weekend and how different it will be depending on what the answer is. I wish everything could just stop until Thursday. I can’t concentrate on anything else right now. I had a department meeting this morning and I barely heard a word of it. I was just so lost in thought. This is, by far, the hardest thing I have ever been through. I have up and down moments but I’m trying to stay as positive as I possibly can. It’s like our whole lives are riding on this so it’s hard not to freak out a little bit. The days are the worst because I just sit at my desk not being able to concentrate on work and thinking about all of the what ifs. The nights go by pretty fast, especially this week because there is finally some good TV on. Dancing With the Stars started last night and Biggest Loser is on tonight! I'm predicting Aaron Carter will make it to the DWTS finals.
So, here’s what will happen on Thursday, pregnancy test day. I’m going to plan on being at the Finley lab by 6:30 a.m. Dave and I are both going to work half days and will leave work at 11 so we can be together to get the news. We will call the patient information line where a nurse will leave us a message with the results as soon as they are ready. I’m hoping that the earlier I go to the lab, the earlier the results will be ready. I don’t know if that’s really the case but it makes sense, right? I made about 30 phone calls (no exaggeration) to the patient information line the day we were supposed to get our fertilization report so Thursday if the message isn’t there on our first phone call attempt it’s likely I will be calling every 5 minutes or less until it is there. I get nervous just thinking about making the phone call because this could be the best news of our lives or possibly the greatest disappointment. Please keep us in your prayers!
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